Obsessed

This late in the day
Throw caution aside
Who cares what I say
Not shocked or ashamed
Concerned still am I
I crave what I crave
Love up to my knees
And then overhead
Just praise when you speak
Though privileged, I fight
Though passive, it seems
Desire to please
Insatiable someone

And the chance to get to make out
Is this a sign that I'm obsessed
An obvious yes
Past spells I've cast have paid out
I truly need attention bad
I'm just too shy to ask

Remembering when
I came to believe
In passion again
A name that's in jest
Though seriously
My love is expressed

I'm serious baby
My life is a LARP now
Though really inside you
I'm really this person
You turned me inside out
Don't ask me about him
You know more than I do
It's best to keep silent
About what he had gone through
See blood runs cold in the comfort of the back room
Do you actually think I would've made it this far without you

I was raised by Polish Catholics
No one taught me how to sing
Obviously
Dear spotlight, you can go now
I'm tired of what this life can bring
And bored of everything
Bored and back with time, I swear
This time you're at the center
One life in a single breath
And it's all so deep this time together

Eyes closed in contradiction
Life's passion, life is pain
It's one in the same
This past ones been a bad one
I question how we'll carry on
My will has not been strong
At least not since our last time
Is this a sign that I'm obsessed
An obvious yes
Past spells I've cast have paid out
I truly need attention bad
I'm just too shy to ask