Does Your Head Stop

Does your head stop
When you go to bed
I know no one else
That works as much as you work

I'd make time for you again
Maybe when you're back in love
Factor me into your plans

What are they?
I won't go there

It's depression, honestly
There is nothing I can do
To not feel heavy

If I looked back I would see
The best parts of you
I've been missing lately

It's depression
And it takes over totally
I think that I'm a fake
In mind and body

If we did talk
When would it be?
Right when you
Get home from work

Before you have to sleep
Conversation needs time to breathe

Heart that won't stop
Let me be
I know no one else that hurts
As much as I hurt

In times of stress I panic
Because I don't want you to leave
I don't know what is real
And so I question everything

My heart will not shut up
I say and honestly
I can't love you enough
In mind and body