Shut My Eyes

It’s just part of the arrangement
I was reenactin' the hanged man
It’s like how he just started listenin' to Pavement
And I was stackin' money at the bank, man
Did you see I didn’t show up?
I’m the only one here, but there’s no love
It’s like I know how me and Audrey gonna glow up
It’s crazy how these kids act like they know us

In dreamin' through past lives
You were actin' for me in the club lights
Sometimes I feel bad when I’m here alone
I said it takes away my ego so it’s alright

I was grabbin' on your hair like I’m so sure
Not crazy 'cause I know it’s what you’d ask for
I’m grabbin' for your legs like a habit
Not social but you're desperately passionate

In 2011 man, I shut my eyes like I was blacked out for all of it
Remember nights when I was blacked out on every song
And I still had you listenin' to everything
I was like 17 but actually 21

So shut my eyes, take my life
Sit alone and drown again