Trying Not To Think About It

You said it's over now
Not tomorrow, not the next day, not any day
You said you'd figured out what can move me
Darling, I figured that out too late
No time for tylenol, salbutamol
Fuck my life, you cared when I was sick
No one ever gave a shit
You said you gave the world, I took it all
You fought this war one-sided, asked me
What am I doing this for?

It should've been you
Well now it's you

Never been the one for romance
Never thought that I'd get married
Never been the kind to give a shared life a second glance
Sеlfish prose, a lifestyle of a stainеd-glass window
Wonder what colours and shapes I'll throw
I look to the horizon, and all I ever saw was
A background for my phone

It should've been you
The constant and the undiscovered you
Well now it's you
What a perfect time for realisation

I'll wake up early
I'll watch the sunrise
I never liked the rain but sunshine
Hasn't worked its charms of late
Call my mother, tell her I love her
You know I never had the guts to say
I'll dream of summer, I'll dream of you and me
And that coyote, lying out in the shade
Just tell me one thing
When your heart finds its place
Just take a step back and smile
When you're sat in a better place

We could've kicked my ass together
We could've slapped my face together
We could've stitched my mind together
If only I knew what to say
We could've kicked my ass together
We could've slapped my face together
We could've stitched my mind together
So this is how I lose you