Suddenly Okay

I've not left this room
Since you said we're through
But, hey, if I saw your face, I'd be suddenly okay

I can't rest, feeling dead
I think there's bugs in my bed
Thoughts are crawling through my head
Maybe they can relate to the mess that I create
It weighs more every day

All of my friends say, if I don't get up out of this cage, I'll fade away
Hey, I've got my head so in the clouds I miss the rain
I've not left this room
Since you said we're through
But, hey, if I saw your face, then I'd be suddenly okay

I've tried the most to overdose
Your Insta-grams of leaves I smoke
To torture myself I suppose
I sleep with your pillow under my arm
It feels like you, it keeps me calm
Know I gotta move on but not today, no, not today

All of my friends say, if I don't get up out of this cage, I'll fade away
Hey, I've got my head so in the clouds I miss the rain
I've not left this room
Since you said we're through
But, hey, if I saw your face, then I'd be suddenly okay

I just want you to call
No, I'm not ready to be alone
It's a big wide world out there
But I can't get myself out of bed
No quick fix, simple aid
No new age shit that I could take
'Cause, if it's not your face
There ain't no taking this pain away
Now winter's gone, but there's no daffodils
All I've got's your perfume on my windowsill

All of my friends say, if I don't get up out of this cage, I'll fade away
Hey, I've got my head so in the clouds I miss the rain
I've not left this room
Since you said we're through
But, hey, if I saw your face, then I'd be suddenly okay

I'd be suddenly okay
I'd be suddenly okay (I'd be suddenly okay)
I've not left this room
Since you said we're through
But, hey, if I saw your face, then I'd be suddenly okay