Fake Happy

I read an old diary
I read an old diary
That I had less, it seemed happier than now
That I had less, it seemed happier than now
I read the people’s faces
I read the people’s faces
And I feel wasted
And I feel wasted
All feels like lies
All feels like lies
Everybody laughing
Everybody laughing
Looking charming
Looking charming
Showing off on the feeds
Showing off on the feeds

Why do I run hard for something?
Why do I run hard for something?

Oh
Oh
또 새벽이 찾아 올 때면
tto saebyeogi chaja ol ttaemyeon
Oh
Oh

Why do I feel fake happy?
Why do I feel fake happy?
Always thought I’ve been dreaming
Always thought I’ve been dreaming
It’s like I know I lost innocence
It’s like I know I lost innocence
How funny
How funny
A life full of nonsense
A life full of nonsense

Why do I feel like fading?
Why do I feel like fading?
Like crumpled notebook pages
Like crumpled notebook pages
I’m constantly running for something
I’m constantly running for something
But I fear what awaits me is fake happy
But I fear what awaits me is fake happy

화면 속 내 모습이
hwamyeon sok nae moseubi
어색해 보이지
eosaekae boiji
마치 내가 아닌 듯이
machi naega anin deusi

So it’s like a dummy
So it’s like a dummy
Filled with images that people would love me
Filled with images that people would love me

I don't even know the feeling of love
I don't even know the feeling of love
I spent a lot of time on what can’t be touched
I spent a lot of time on what can’t be touched
What I’m holding on, it's just too hard to let go
What I’m holding on, it's just too hard to let go

Oh
Oh
또 새벽이 밝아 올 때면
tto saebyeogi balga ol ttaemyeon
Oh
Oh

Why do I feel fake happy?
Why do I feel fake happy?
Always thought I’ve been dreaming
Always thought I’ve been dreaming
It’s like I know I lost innocence
It’s like I know I lost innocence
How funny
How funny
A life full of nonsense
A life full of nonsense

Why do I feel like fading?
Why do I feel like fading?
Like crumpled notebook pages
Like crumpled notebook pages
I’m constantly running for something
I’m constantly running for something
But I fear what awaits me is fake happiness
But I fear what awaits me is fake happiness

Why do I feel fake happy?
Why do I feel fake happy?
Why did I run for something?
Why did I run for something?
Why do I feel fake happy?
Why do I feel fake happy?
Why do I feel like fading?
Why do I feel like fading?
Always thought I’ve been dreaming
Always thought I’ve been dreaming
Why do I feel like fading?
Why do I feel like fading?

Why do I feel fake happy?
Why do I feel fake happy?
Always thought I’ve been dreaming
Always thought I’ve been dreaming
It’s like I know I lost innocence
It’s like I know I lost innocence
How funny
How funny
A life full of nonsense
A life full of nonsense

Why do I feel like fading?
Why do I feel like fading?
Like crumpled notebook pages
Like crumpled notebook pages
I’m constantly running for something
I’m constantly running for something
Could it have already been close to me?
Could it have already been close to me?