Are You Ok?

Why'd you go and tear me apart
If you're gonna come back when you are lonely?
It's messed up how you gave me these scars
Then you're gonna go ask if I'm okay (yeah)

I can't go away, all these thoughts in my heart won't let me sleep
I think about you and the times we keep - all tangled up in my mind so we lay in the sheets
I know it's fucked up, but without you, I feel so stuck
When you're deep in my mind with that old love
And I just think about the times that I showed up

You always let me pull you in, I think it's 'cause we tried to make it work as friends
That never works in the end, it always leads to someone getting hurt again, so
I keep coming back, I know it breaks your heart and I don't want that
But when I close my eyes, no, I don't see black, all I see is your face and I want it back

Why'd you go and tear me apart
If you're gonna come back when you are lonely?
It's messed up how you gave me these scars
Then you're gonna go ask if I'm okay

Are you okay? Are you okay?
I'm so fucking far from being okay
Are you okay? Are you okay?
I'm so fucking far from being okay

Are you okay? Please stop asking if I'm okay
I'm not alright, ha no way, I'll just save that shit for another day
I ain't playing girl, and this shit all around needs some changing world
It's all up in flames to the pavement girl, it got me so sick I'm about to hurl

All I can change is me, so I try to do it so gracefully
But reminders all around hit blatantly, so I sit in my room, wait patiently
I don't need this drama, just hand me the vodka, I'll do what I wanna
I'll do what I gotta 'cause I just can't handle these thoughts any longer

Why'd you go and tear me apart
If you're gonna come back when you are lonely?
It's messed up how you gave me these scars
Then you're gonna go ask if I'm okay

Are you okay? Are you okay?
I'm so fucking far from being okay
Are you okay? Are you okay?
I'm so fucking far from being okay