Oxide

You only call when it fits you the best
And I don't think you are
Being honest with yourself
Oh how I would love just to sit by your side
And be able to breathe
As I point out your denial

Can't you see I would listen
And answer your call?
Oh if you could only
Pick up the phone and say

Darling
I'm not ok
And I am sorry
For mistakes that I have made
Can you come and see me
One of these days?
And help me out of the deep end
Where years have been lost in play

We could be an oxide, solid in form
But we have been floating, slowly divided by so many storms
And I'm not going to carry the guilt anymore
For letting you know that your house is not my home

Darling
I'm not ok
And I am sorry
For mistakes that I have made
Can you come and see me
One of these days?
And help me out of the deep end
Where years have been lost in play pretend

Biting off way more than what I can chew
Guess I learned that from you
Probably learned that from you
Now I'm biting the bullet for both our sakes
Too late to call it a day
I'll forever wait for you to say

Darling
I'm not ok
And I am sorry
For mistakes that I have made
Can you come and see me
One of these days?
And help me out of the deep end
So one day l'll call you back and say

Darling
I am ok
And I am sorry
For the times I caused you pain
Now you're here to see me
On this beautiful day
To help me out of the deep end
Now all of our years to come are saved