Splenetic

I hate the version of myself I am with you
Tongue tied and nervous like I've never been good enough
No matter how the turning in my stomach seems
You've got the nerve to call me darling while you're bleeding into me

Oh, I can't claw the fragments out of my skin
Oh, I believe in nothing for myself
You thought you played a life that looked so perfect
Now my body aches and I don't feel a thing

And I wish you loved me the way you think you do
But I still wanna come home and that's as sad as it is true
Do your friends at the bottom of your bottle love you like, like I do?

I can't claw the fragments out of my skin
And I believe in nothing for myself
You thought you played a life that looked so perfect, and I can tell
Now my body aches and I don't feel a thing
Now my body aches and I don't feel a thing

Does your body ache?
And I wish you loved me the way you think you do
(Does your body ache?)
Do your friends, does your body ache?