Push // Pull (feat. Sam Sky)

Let me start by being honest
I've lied to myself
No I don't know who I am
But I know I need some help

See I'm just going thru the motions
Days just slip away
Why does everything keep changing
To different shades of gray

If I was true to myself
I'd be the devil in hell
I'd be the best and the worst
Am I the worst?

Now I've taken
I've cheated
Can't control alt delete it
It just keeps on repeating

I'm broken
I'm bleeding
It just keeps on repeating
It just keeps on repeating again

Every time that I've been honest
Things always end the same
Do I try to open my heart
If always ends in pain

I'll just go back to the old me
And fade into the grey
I'm going through the motions
To try and feel ok

If I was true to myself
I'd be the devil in hell
I'd be the best and the worst
Am I the worst?

Now I've taken
I've cheated
Can't control alt delete it
It just keeps on repeating

I'm broken
I'm bleeding
It just keeps on repeating
It just keeps on repeating again

Now that you know I'm complicated
And stuck inside my head
You still say'll never leave me
No matter who I've been

If I push will you pull
Why won't you leave me alone
No I don't wanna go home
I wanna bleed on my own

If I push will you pull
Please don't leave me alone
I think I wanna go home
Don't let me bleed on my own

Now I've taken
I've cheated
Can't control alt delete it
It just keeps on repeating

I'm broken
I'm bleeding
It just keeps on repeating
It just keeps on repeating again