The Weight Of You

I don’t know who I'm kidding when
I pretend I don’t think about you first thing
This bed, it used to be so warm
Now I wake up and I'm blue
And I’ll cry on the bathroom floor cause you
Forgot to take your aftershave with you

Do you see me on your ceiling
When you fall asleep each and every night?
We meet again in daydreams
Your face in every crowd
And I walk home just to find myself
Wandering down your street somehow

This is just something I can’t wrap my head round
Doesn’t make sense even now

Cause now you’re somewhere out there
With a piece of me, still in your pocket
Can you feel it?
And I'm still carrying you with me
Your face in an imaginary locket
Oh, I feel it
I walk around this town of ours
Never truly alone
I'm still carrying the weight of you
Round the streets, to the bar then back home

My family never mentions you
My friends check up on me all the time
(Don’t know which is worse)
They ask me how I am
I say I'm figuring it out
But can you tell me, what the hell am I
Supposed to do with your t-shirt now?

I think forgetting is my only way out
If only I could work out how

Cause now you’re somewhere out there
With a piece of me, still in your pocket
Can you feel it?
And I'm still carrying you with me
Your face in an imaginary locket
Oh, I feel it
I walk around this town of ours
Never truly alone
I'm still carrying the weight of you
Round the streets, to the bar then back home

I do my best impression of the person that I used to be
But it’s killing me to keep it up
When so much of you is left in me

All those nights at your place
Bit by bit, you had me
I made it out but I'm black and blue
And I'm living with the memory

Cause now you’re somewhere out there
With a piece of me, still in your pocket
Oh, I feel it
And I'm still carrying you with me
Your face in an imaginary locket
Oh, I feel it
I walk around this town of ours
Never truly alone
I'm still carrying the weight of you
Round the streets, to the bar then back home

I walk around this town of ours
But I'm never alone
I'm still carrying the weight of you
Round the streets, to the bar
Then back home

I don’t know who I'm kidding when
I pretend I don’t think about you first thing