Any Sign of Anything

I forgot how I did this before
When I was alone
But now when I feel myself crumbling down
I don't know why I choose to ignore any signs of any life
Hide away from a hint of light
Keep myself locked in my room
I won't let you see me

Like this, I'm such a mess tonight
I hate the fact that I see you when I close my eyes
Oh, and when I'm thinking in the back seat
I count the birds that pass by to distract me
From you and from everything
That's kept my world black and white

But I know I'm still growing up
I still have time, everything is enough
But I forgot how I did this before, when I was alone
Now when I feel myself crumbling down
I don't know why I choose to ignore
Any signs of anything
Cause my head is wearing thin
Wish someone could understand
But everyone has other plans for me

And I see why they want me
Maybe I'll try hiding somewhere
And I will find all my answers hopefully
I make it out alive, and I will find a sign of anything

A sign of anything
A sign of anything