It Runs In My Blood

I'm selfish (I'm selfish)
No excuses (no excuses)
Haven't been a good friend in a long time
And I'm sorry about it And I'm sorry about it
I'm an asshole (I'm an asshole)
On purpose (on purpose)
Hiding behind my humor
So I don't have to feel anything

And my whole family goes to therapy
So I won't
Because I can't do what's good for me
I don't wanna
Take pills like mom and dad
To keep from killing myself

It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
Woah-oh

I'm a downer (I'm a downer)
Wasn't thinking
Sitting at the party not talking with your family
Just drawing in my stupid sketchbook
I'm exhausted (I'm exhausted)
For no reason (for no reason)
Keep hoping for change and things stay the things
'Cause I don't do anything different

And my whole family goes to therapy
So I won't
Because I can’t do what's good for me
I don't wanna
Take pills like mom and dad
To keep from killing myself

It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
Woah-oh
God help me life's getting confusing
Runs in the family, I'm rambling
It's chemistry, it's kismet
Need a blood transfusion
Tell myself all the time
Please don't mess up the kids
I'll do the best, like my parents did
But a chemical fire doesn't stop with a gust
Boy my brain did a number on us

God help me life's getting confusing
Runs in the family, I'm rambling
It's chemistry, it's kismet
Need a blood transfusion
Tell myself all the time
Please don't mess up the kids
I'll do the best, like my parents did
But a chemical fire doesn't stop with a gust
Boy my brain did a number on us

It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
Woah-oh

It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
It runs in my blood
Woah-oh