Meow Meow Meow Meow Meow

Last night you had that dream again
The one where you try and run from your fears
But you can't because you're wearing fabulous stilettos

If I were the boss of you, I'd make you get out of my head for good
But I'm not, so when this ship sinks
I'll have the comfort of knowing I wasn't in charge

I don't want to write a song
I want to write a will in which you get nothing from me
All I am is a kid in my mother's closet
Looking for an excuse to say
This doesn't hurt, at least not any more

That hatred, the kind of hatred
That makes a father call his own son a faggot
I wish you were dead

There was a light in my closet
I could have sworn the Sun was rising
There was a light in my chest
Don't leave me, Noah, we had a promise

You told me the universe could help me if I just let it
I told you I made a map of our old house
Leading to the X on my stomach

When you cut me open
You'll find a note that says
This is where I hurt
I found a new way to talk to God

You told me I was brutally murdered in a past life
Why did you say it like that?
I haven't felt the same since

If I were the Sun, I'd shine my light on you
And leave the people that hurt you cold
If you were a girl, you'd be a whore who likes to suck dick

When I was fifteen, I overheard my teacher talking to a girl privately
About raising her grade in history
I bet she was a pretty girl

This message was brought to you
By all the cats in my life