Idiot

I cannot believe I'm really here
Soon I'll wake up and disappear
When you'll pretend to love me madly
'Cause I want you so badly

And when you finally fall and touch the ground
You'll just pretend I'm not around
Until I kiss your lips so sadly
'Cause I want you so badly

I wish that I could say that I don't care
Much to know, so much to know, so much to know, so much to know
You're broken past the point I can repair
Much to know, so much to know, so much to know, so much to know

I'm thinking my head might explode just waiting here upon the shelf
And you can't love me back if you're too busy trying to kill yourself
I'm taking my heart back with all its holes and scars all over it
And then I'll probably give it back to you 'cause I'm an idiot

I'm an idiot

Well, if I cut my heart out of my chest
Would you put it with all the rest?
Just wipe the knife and thank me kindly
'Cause I want you so blindly

I wish that I could say that I don't care
Much to know, so much to know, so much to know, so much to know
You're broken past the point I can repair
Much to know, so much to know, so much to know, so much to know

I'm running out of reasons I've made up for me to stick around
'Cause how you're living your life, your next night spent might be underground
Sometimes you're like a hole I can't escape, I can't get out of it
Well, even if I could I'd fall back in 'cause I'm an idiot
I'm thinking my head might explode just waiting here upon the shelf, I'm an idiot
And you can't love me back if you're too busy trying to kill yourself, I'm an idiot
I'm taking my heart back with all its holes and scars all over it, I'm an idiot
And then I'll probably give it back to you 'cause I'm an idiot

I'm an idiot
I'm an idiot