Anhedonia

It’s not disgrace
No not deceit
That make a stricken heart expire
Bereft of meaning
Misery on display
It seems best to conclude the fight

But tell me who if not you
Could pull that head out of the noose?

[Chorus:]
Anhedonia
It ain’t what you say, it’s what you don’t do
Anhedonia
You’ve had it coming cause
The truth is ugly like you

A sugar-coated
Smile won’t do the job
Let it freeze you into cold blind doubt
You play the cheapest
Cheap trick of them all
It seems best to close everything out

But tell me who if not you
Could choose the actions that you do?

[Repeat chorus]

You might have given some more blood
Dragged yourself through some more mud
Though you can’t recall ever pushing your luck
It keeps eating you up
You feel stuck
You feel fucked
But you’re not the victim

Slowly the poison the bloodstream fills
It’s not the lies, it’s the truth that kills

[Repeat chorus]

Ugly like you