Regret

I remember back then
Back when we were friends
You knew where we were going
I knew where we'd been

But now that I am older
I feel it all, but I feel nothing
I remember then
I feel nothing, but I feel it all
I remember then
I remember then

I used to know Your matters
You used to know my sins
I met You without warning
You taught me how to bend
We walk within the borders
Of [?]
We held each other's banter
And saw the flood begin

And now that I am older
I feel it all, but I feel nothing
I remember then
I feel nothing, but I feel it all
I remember then
I remember then

I regret what I've become
Even if I live to share it
I regret what saw my eyes
When I could no longer bear it
I regret what I've become
Even if I live to share it
I regret what saw my eyes
When I could no longer bear it

I stand before You reckless
And haunted by the truth
I'm feeling like a slow hit [?]
My throat is feeling dry
And my hands are feeling numb
I couldn't see it coming
You would've seen me run

I used to know You're honest
You used to know I'm true
I used to know You woo'd me
And stayed to see me through