I EXIST

Stand up you've got to fight
It's a temporary feeling not like suicide
It's like a war in your mind
But you're stronger than you think now
You'll be alright
Better days will come to light

I see the morning light
And wonder why I'm still here
If I exist another day
Would anybody even fucking care? Stand up
You've got to fight
It's a temporary feeling not like suicide

I know it's tough
But it's not enough to give up and
Better days will come to light
You've got to stay you'll be glad one day
And you know that
Better days will come to light
I lie awake at night
Feel like I'm gonna die I wanna fly away
And wake up on the other side
You're stronger this way
You're sad it's okay but you know that

I know I'm lost but I wanna
Find myself while I'm alive
And I put a light up to my shoulder
Just to ask if I can smile
They say that happiness will find me
But the monster found me first
Drown it out with your soul fire
Let the bastard die of thirst

I know it's tough
But it's not enough to give up and
Better days will come to light
You've gotta stay you'll be glad one day
And you know that
Better days will come to light
I lie awake at night
Feel like I'm gonna die I wanna fly away
And wake up on the other side
You're stronger this way
You're sad it's okay but you know that

I am nula and I am free
I am nula and I am free
I am nu-nu-nu-la and I am free
I am nula and I am free
(I've found you, motherfucker)

I know it's tough
But it's not enough to give up and
Better days will come to light
You've gotta stay you'll be glad one day
And you know that
Better days will come to light
I lie awake at night
Feel like I'm gonna die I wanna fly away
And wake up on the other side
You're stronger this way
You're sad it's okay but you know that