love you forever

Did you know when you started
Watching' me, like a television on demand
In the palm of your hand

You'd leave, and turn me off
I'm a little bit nauseous
'Cause you fucked off one night
And now that I've opened my eyes

The morning light feels awful
You're too good at drivin' your car
Fast down the hill, and pullin' the breaks
Quick with the silence

Sayin' that you don't know how you feel
Can't talk to a place
You've got the right to find your peace and quiet

I didn't wanna get married
But I could've loved you forever
I knew when we started
The end was inevitable
You're a little bit selfish
And I know we'll be better off

Why am I like this when you can't pay rent
Getting drunk with your friends
Buried head in the sand?
You're a little bit childish
You're always saying how I'm too upset
Need to learn how to rest, making up stories in my head
But I can't help that when you walk away
It feels like violence

I didn't wanna get married
But I could've loved you forever
I knew when we started
The end was inevitable
I'm a little bit angry
But I know we'll be better off

I should've known by now, you're so weak
You'd kick me in the teeth
Before you leave to make yourself feel better off
And I'm still like this 'cause your exit's playing on repeat
Like you're still here, and I can't sleep with you dancing on my eyelids

I didn't wanna get married
But I could've loved you forever
I knew when we started
The end was inevitable
You're a little dishonest
But I know I'll be better off
'Cause now I'm just someone
You wish would just let go