Hole In The Ground

You once were oh-so-close
But I don't remember
Where you are and who you know
But come this september
You will fly on your own
Cause you got a letter
You must find, find your home
And it won't get much better

I try so hard
To fly but my heart
Won't go very far
No, no
And my own two hands
Will start bleeding again
And the floor will turn to
To a hole in the ground

The plans that I make
Roads that I take break
To holes that will go
Where I don't know
They are solid grounds illusions
That write themselves off
As perfectly normal solutions

Pollutions in my eyes
My disguise will take me
Break me
Won't save me this time
There's a vision
But you won't save me this time
My decision for living
Isn't mine to decide and

You just seem oh-so-far
Past the stars and past my heart
I can almost feel you and I start
To close my eyes and sing a song
I will keep singing cause I'm wrong
But you were singing with me all along

I try so hard
To fly
But my heart
Won't go very far
No, no
And my own two hands
Will start bleeding again
And the floor will turn to
To a hole in the ground

Do not be alarmed
If I fall into the sun
If I fall
And my own two hands will start bleeding
And then they will lower me
In to, to a hole in the ground