Download My Dream

I'm not blending in
With all these wires tunneling through my skin
But I will soon
I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive

I try to relate
But there cares are alien
I feel alone
I'm so alone, I'm so alone, I'm so alone

And though I want
To share their joy
All my thoughts
Are so paranoid
I start out stiff
And then turn abrupt
I can never be
The one you love

So, download my dream
It's not as eerie
As it seems
And then teach me how to speak
A language that I can only read

Scale up your wall
My sticky hands will never fall
I'll be around
I'll be around, I'll be around, I'll be around

Try to decide
If your fears are justified
You know they are
That they are, that they are, that they are

I feel the Sun
I feel the breeze
I feel the shaking
In my knees

These violent thoughts
Can't be repressed
Like my wired wounds
That can't be dressed

So, download my dream
It's not as eerie
As it seems
And then teach me how to speak
A language that I can only read

Sing to me now a love song, will you?
Hold me tight against your breast
I'm already out inside your garden
Close your eyes but can't uninvent

I'm not blending in
With all these wires tunneling through my skin
But I will soon
I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive

I try to relate
But there cares are alien
I feel alone
I'm so alone, I'm so alone, I'm so alone

And though I want
To share their joy
All my thoughts
Are so paranoid
I start out stiff
And then turn abrupt
I can never be
The one you love