Complicated internal dialogue

tada, boku dake mite hoshii n' da
kokoro no me de fukaku, fukaku
jibun wo kaerimizu wagamama ni tada,
kimi to... kimi to itai n' da

hito wa iu, mou sukoshi yawarakai
kyori de inai to kyuukutsu to
demo, keikakuteki na kyori de muri wo suru yori
kokoro wo gomakasanai jibun de itai

* hitori ja nai, shinjite itemo
chiisana kodoku ni oboresou ni naru
yawarakai te de, yasashiku tsutsundeku
kokoro no naka, kogoesou na basho
ai shisugiru to, doushite darou
fui ni fuan ni naru, utagatte shimau
kikoenai furi, mienai furi shitemo
kokoro ga kishimu, baka darou...

ima, kimi kara no okurimono wo
nigirishimete tsuyoku, tsuyoku
urahara na kimochi de wagamama ni
muda na kakehiki kigen sokonete

hito wa iu, mou sukoshi yoyuu no aru
ashita wo yosoku shinai to
demo, hen ni reisei sugiru yosoku suru yori
atsuku naru kimochi gomakasanaide itai

* repeat

kimi to deatte,
hajimete kidzuita kokoro no basho...
kimi to deatte,
hajimete kidzuita ai no yukue...

* repeat