Designer Decay

Hey I know
It's all been crazy
I watch you decay
And you're fading slow
Slipping away but you said you said yesterday
You would place that hold
The chemical break that's been tacked in your veins
And haze that makes you cold
There's no way you could know

Why won't you look away as I begin to fade
To watch you go down
You're lost and it kills me
My pain and shame becoming one in the same
You beg to be found
You're lost and it kills me

I keep it disguised
To give you peace of mind
The truth is I tried
To save you from my life

And take you home
Watch you destruct and they lost all your luck
Is it made of gold
Like all the jewelry you stole

Why won't you look away as I begin to fade
To watch you go down
You're lost and it kills me
If it's killing you what's it doing to me
You beg to be found
Your search for salvation's through

I keep it disguised
To give you peace of mind
The truth is I tried
To save you from my life

Save you from my life
And I'm
Fading to the back of my
Everlasting mind
I tried to change
But I'm bonded by pain and shame

Hey I know you see my change into something more ugly
If I become a heavenly body
Remember you loved me

I keep it disguised
To give you peace of mind
The truth is I tried
To save you from my life