Just For Now

My heart beats loud enough to deafen me
And you keep coming to me in my dreams
And lights flash, I beg that you'll appear
In flesh and tell me everything I want to hear
And then again

If the pain is endless
How can I live, how can I live?
When the weight is relentless
To be with you now
Feels like the only way out

Maybe you can make it better
I don't need forever
Just find me somehow
And if you're unsure
'Cause we've been here before
I don't want more than for
You to talk me down
And love me just for now
Love me just for now

My mind plays with you like you're its favorite game
And I shake, addicted to the drug I crave
And I'm trapped carrying this burden on my back
But I won't let you fall even if my body cracks
Even if my body cracks
I don't need my body

If the pain is endless
How can I live, how can I live?
When the weight is relentless
To be with you now
Feels like the only way out

Maybe you can make it better
I don't need forever
Just find me somehow
And if you're unsure
'Cause we've been here before
I don't want more than for
You to talk me down
And love me just for now
Love me just for now

I can't erase what we had
So please understand
It's not how I want this to be
Yet I'm chained to the past
And I'm sinking fast
Not how I wanted you to see me

If the pain is endless
How can I live, how can I live
When the weight is relentless
To be with you now
Feels like the only way out

Maybe you can make it better
I don't need forever
Just find me somehow
And if you're unsure
'Cause we've been here before
I don't want more than for
You to talk me down
And love me just for now
Love me just for now