What Am I Missing?

I wake up and I reach out to your side of the bed
'Cause a part of me still thinks you're still there
I've checked in with all your friends, to ask how you've been
Even though I know I shouldn't care

I hate it when you show up
I hate it when you don't
Why am I still hoping you'll call
When I I know you won't?

What am I missing you for?
Don't even know anymore
Lately it's been twenty-four
Seven on this tug of war
Still haven't slept in a week
I can't get up off the floor
It's not like you're missing me
What am I missing you for?
What am I missing you for?

I go home with distractions
To get a reaction
I love you, but it never works
It's no secret we suck together
I tell myself that it's for the best
So why does it keep getting worse?

Wish I had one good reason
I'm still hanging on
You left me bleeding
I should be [?]
So

What am I missing you for?
Don't even know anymore
Lately it's been twenty-four
Seven on this tug of war
Still haven't slept in a week
I can't get up off the floor
It's not like you're missing me
What am I missing you for?
What am I missing you for?

It's no secret we suck together
I tell myself it's for the best
So why does it keep getting worse

What am I missing you for?
Don't even know anymore
Lately it's been twenty-four
Seven on this tug of war
Still haven't slept in a week
I can't get up off the floor
It's not like you're missing me
What am I missing you for?
What am I missing you for?