If Only I Could

Feels like forever since that day
Back when our worlds collided
Thought I'd spent a lifetime being
By your side

Now we're just further apart
Keeping the hope alive that I will find a way
Unless it's just too late
To repair these mistakes

Cloud number nine's passed me by
I bear the sorrow for us both
When the world comes crashing down, it's hard to feel alive
Now we're forced to cope alone

If I ever was mislead into the dark
You pulled me back to help me out
Who would help me now

Here I, I watch the masts go down
Into the ocean, how it's plain to see
Still I, I hold our universe upon my shoulders
It's crashing down on me
I bleed for you and me, till the day that I am free

If only I could find my peace
The abyss between us makes me wanna die
Where's the bridge to you that I can solidify?
Now we're just floating apart

Here I, I watch the masts go down
Into the ocean, how it's plain to see
Still I, I hold our universe upon my shoulders
It's crashing down on me
Like the war in me, I refuse it can't you see
If only I could find my peace

I watch the masts go down
Into the ocean, how it's plain to see
Like the war in me, I refuse it can't you see
If only I could find my peace
If only I could find my peace
If only I could find my peace