Never Was You

Woke up alone in my bedroom
Hoping that you'd be in bed too
I miss your kisses, I miss your eyes
It gets so hard, harder every night

I wish I never met you
Like this 'cause you were so special
Why did I have to meet you this way?
Right when my life was all over the place

Bad at keeping my promises, I've been trying to get better
If I would've been honest then, maybe we'd be together
I, I
Now I'm lying here by myself

Don't call me back, please let me go
I'm in too deep and I can't let you know
It never was you, you
Fucked up so bad, 'cause you're all I know
Baby, I wish that I just let you know
It never was you, you

Fighting my demons, put you through hell
I've always loved you but hated myself
Did a lot of things that I know I'll regret
Hurt you so bad that I get why you left

Bad at keeping my promises, I've been trying to get better
If I would've been honest then, maybe we'd be together
I, I
Now I'm lying here by myself

Don't call me back, please let me go
I'm in too deep and I can't let you know
It never was you, you
Fucked up so bad, 'cause you're all I know
Baby, I wish that I just let you know
It never was you, you

Don't call me back, please let me go
I'm in too deep and I can't let you know
It never was you