How I Feel

I’m struggling tonight
My eyes are tired but they’re still wide open
And you’re running through my mind
Just like every other time I started hoping
I’m looking back to where we’ve been
And who we are and what we both believed in
But this day will it ever end
Will we get the chance to start again
To start again

I miss you
And there’s nothing I could ever do
To take back the things I said to you
And make this go away

I miss you
And no matter how we tell our stories
I’m out of ways to show you how I feel
It gets harder every day

And I miss you in every way

You’ve gotta know that I am sorry
Or maybe I’m just trying to damn hard
But the days I had to leave behind me
Seem to be the best so far
The memories we shared
Will they ever fade away
Is this all because of me
Or would you tell me to stay

I miss you
And there’s nothing I could ever do
To take back the things I said to you
And make this go away

I miss you
And no matter how we tell our stories
I’m out of ways to show you how I feel
It gets harder every day

The pain is taking over my whole body
But I go along with it
I guess I’m getting used to it
Tell me is there any way
For us to rewind
For us to stop time
For you to come back to me
For you to be mine
For you to be mine

To return to the way we were before
To help each other fight our losing wars
I know you’d never let me drown
But this ocean won’t stop weighing me down

Will we ever be the same
Will we ever be the same again
Will we ever be the same
Because I’m wide awake
Will we ever be the same again

I miss you
And there’s nothing I could ever do
To take back the things I said to you
And make this go away

I miss you
And no matter how we tell our stories
I’m out of ways to show you how I feel
It gets harder every day

And I miss you in every way
As I lie here wide awake
Will we ever be the same