My Sister (feat. Jorja Smith)

This ain't somethin' I have done before
I wish I knew 'cause this ain't somethin' I would do again
What was I thinkin'?
This ain't somethin' I have done before
If I could go back now, this ain't somethin' I would do again

I'm makin' money moves, rise and shine
On my grind, preach
Early mornin', late nights
I cannot get no sleep
'Cause money ain't guaranteed
Money ain't guaranteed
And livin' my life ain't cheap
Livin' my life ain't free, yeah

There's money in this world to be made my sister
Yet, you sittin' there cryin' over a broke nigga
He ripped your heart out, he left a hole in you
You should've listened to the signs when he was showin' you
He never treated you like a queen when you was buckin' him
So, it doesn't matter what you've done or what you did for him
Why you wastin' all your time?
He isn't listenin'
Baby, get rid of him

I'm makin' money moves, rise and shine
On my grind, preach
Early mornin', late nights
I cannot get no sleep
'Cause money ain't guaranteed
Money ain't guaranteed
And livin' my life ain't cheap
Livin' my life ain't free

This ain't somethin' I have done before
I wish I knew 'cause this ain't somethin' I would do again
What was I thinkin'?
This ain't somethin' I have done before
If I could go back now, this ain't somethin' I would do again

All of the shit that you initiated
Did you get the same in return?
Was it ill or reciprocated?
Now you're over here cryin', you feel humiliated
But it wasn't your fault, you was manipulated
He told you he loved you so much, you couldn't see him hatin'
All the mind games he was playin', couldn't anticipate it
When he's stalling your phone, he's tryna keep you waiting
When he asks: What's wrong? He say you keep complainin'
You got a beautiful smile like a Mona Lisa painting
But he likes to see you cry 'cause it's entertainin'
You keep on wipin' your eyes, tryna keep the pain in
Standing strong by your guy because you think you'll save him
All this is gaslightin' got you hallucinatin'
Are you in love with the angel or are you hooked on satan?
Why you sayin' you're sorry when you know you should hate him?
This nigga made your self-worth lower than the pavement

This ain't somethin' I have done before
I wish I knew 'cause this ain't somethin' I would do again
What was I thinkin'?
This ain't somethin' I have done before
If I could go back now, this ain't somethin' I would do again

Yeah
Now you throw up everyday just to lose some weight
Five bags on lipo' to change your body shape
All 'cause he chose a skinny girl to take your place
Now you think that it's your fault, he doesn't wanna stay
He doesn't understand the sacrifices that you made
His first baby mum took his baby gyal away
But when it was your turn, you had to terminate
But that's a different story, save it for another day

Keep makin' money moves, rise and shine
On your grind, preach
Early mornin', late nights
You cannot get no sleep
'Cause money ain't guaranteed
Money ain't guaranteed
Yeah, livin' your life ain't free
Livin' your life ain't cheap

This ain't somethin' I have done before
I wish I knew 'cause this ain't somethin' I would do again
What was I thinkin'?
This ain't somethin' I have done before
If I could go back now, this ain't somethin' I would do again