Sad, Happy

My best friend could get married
And make me the maid of honor
And I'd give a speech
And laugh about the stupid names I call her
The boy who's not my boyfriend
Finally takes me on a date
Or I finally finish Friends
And every day's a Saturday

I-I-I-I-I don't know what's wrong with me
Sometimes I show up then have to leave

Everything is fine
I got no complaints
Life is good
But I'm still so lonely
I'm not faking smiles
Nothing's out of place
Yeah, nothing's wrong
But I'm still sad, happy
Sad, sad, sad, happy
Sad, sad, sad, happy

My friends all in one city
Only reason I like summer
They make everything feel brighter
Got me seeing different colors
My ex is feeling guilty
'Cause he never said he's sorry
Not my problem
I moved on from all the awful things he called me

I-I-I-I-I don't know what's wrong with me
Sometimes I show up then have to leave

Everything is fine
I got no complaints
Life is good
But I'm still so lonely
I'm not faking smiles
Nothing's out of place
Yeah, nothing's wrong
But I'm still sad, happy
Sad, sad, sad, happy
Sad, sad, sad, happy

I-I-I-I-I don't know what's wrong with me
Sometimes I don't know what to believe
I apologize but I'm not sorry
I'm just sad, so sad, sad, happy

Everything is fine
I got no complaints
Life is good
But I'm still so lonely
I'm not faking smiles
Nothing's out of place
Yeah, nothing's wrong
But I'm still sad, happy
Sad, sad, sad, happy
Sad, sad, sad, happy

I'm taking all my meds
And I feel great about my future
I don't think that I'm the winner
But I'll never be the loser