Opia

Sometimes our greatest desire
And our greatest fear, simultaneously
Can be to love and be loved by others
Why?
Because in order for me to truly let you love me
I have to be willing to let you see me naked, metaphorically speaking
That's intimacy, into me, see
But that's uncomfortable, so I'd rather hide
Because I'm scared that if you saw the real me, you'd reject me

If I lеt you see me, would we make it?
Hatе being naked
Sometimes I just need more than you can give
Maybe that's selfish

But chasing my past never ends well
I live with shit that I can't tell
House ain't a home, feel like a motel
This Henny gon' say what I won't dare

I'm scared, so scared
Oh, I'm scared, so scared
There ain't much more that you can do to show that you care
You're more than qualified, but I'm so unprepared
I'm scared, so scared

Yeah, you don't know how this feels
When you got faith but you can't heal
Damn, that shit sting like a rubber band
Gotta fix this with my own hands
Hear me out
If things don't go too well
If you gon' stay, I will
If you gon' change, oh well
At least I tried

'Cause chasing my thoughts never ends well
I live with shit that I can't tell
House ain't a home, feel like a motel
This Henny gon' say what I won't dare

I'm scared, so scared
Oh, I'm scared, so scared
There ain't much more that you can do to show that you care
You're more than qualified, but I'm so unprepared
I'm scared, so scared

I'm so, I'm so, I'm so scared
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so scared
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so scared
Scared
Yeah, yeah
I'm so, oh, so, so, so scared