Did It To Myself (feat. Lights)

I was this close
To callin' it off
To takin' a loss
To fuckin' pullin' a boss

I know you feel me
But I only feel me
I'm a achilles
My own achilles

Even when you believe in nothin'
You get down on your knees and pray
Even when you're down, down low
You tolerate the day

Even when you wanna run
Sometimes you stay
Even when you wanna run
Sometimes you stay

I did it to myself
I really did it
I did it to myself

Put poison in the well
Now I'm swimmin' in it
Did it to myself

Did it to my
Did it to myself
Did it to my
Did it to my
Did it to my
Did it to myself

My thoughts were so far
Away from our bed
While you were asleep
I'm fuckin' her in my head

It's not a love life
It's a daydream
When it's over
So is the mystery
And you'll kiss me
My own Achilles

Even though I believe in nothin'
I get down on my knees and pray
Even when I'm down, down low
I tolerate the day

Even when I wanna run
Sometimes I stay
Even when I wanna run
Sometimes I stay

I did it to myself
I really did it
I did it to myself
Put poison in the well
Now I'm swimmin' in it
I did it to myself

Did it to my
Did it to myself
Did it to my
Did it to my
Did it to my
Did it to myself

It's that I will lie
Can I have your thoughts on that?
Maybe it's misplaced confidence
Breakin' my heart right back
I know you feel me
I know you feel me
You're my Achilles

But knowin' doesn't help
Yeah, I wish I didn't

Did it to my
Did it to my

Put poison in the well
Now I'm swimmin' in it
I did it to myself
I did it to myself

I did it to my
I did it to myself
I did it to my
Did it to my
Did it to my
Did it to myself

Put poison in the well
Now I'm swimmin' in it
I did it to myself
To myself