Lockdown

I look too much at my phone
Wondering if you’ll text me back
I feel so stupid alone
Cause I know I’m the only one who wants to talk
That I’m the only one who tries

I spend my days on the edge
Don’t know if you still think I’m cool
I wish I wasn’t so bad
At conversations
Yeah, I’m tired of being scared
I’m tired of being unprepared

And maybe it’s because I’m insecure
I’m overthinking like I did before
Am I a fool for wishing that you’d stay?
Am I the fool for staying while you walk away?

So text me back before I sleep
Looking at our pics, falling in too deep
I’m lonely, I miss our talks
Baby I know that we’re on a lockdown
But we don’t have to drift apart
I don’t wanna have to start again

Why do I keep coming back?
It’s like I like being second place
Maybe I just don’t mean that much to you, and maybe I don’t
But that’s okay
Maybe I do, but I’m in your way

Am I too loud?
Too hard to listen to?
Am I that dull?
Am I a bother to you?
I don’t even know what I’m supposed to do
When you don’t care about me like I do you

So text me back before I sleep
Looking at our pics, falling in too deep
I’m lonely, I miss our talks
Baby I know that we’re on a lockdown
But we don’t have to drift apart
I don’t wanna have to start again

You’ve got a phone, it goes both ways
Feeling like we’re strangers, haven’t spoke in days
I miss you, it’s not the same
Don’t know why I’m crying cause we’re on a lockdown
But we’re starting to drift apart
I think I’m gonna have to start again