Paint a Smile On My Face

Shawty, how you think I'm feelin' right now?
Paint a smile on my face, but through the cracks, I still frown
'Cause I'm pretentious in my brain though
I might rearrange though
No medicine on Earth that could just rid me of this pain, yo

I want to end this shit
Can't cut another slit
Or else I'll cause the suicide of my best friend
And bitch, I'm rotten to the core
I've told you twice before
But thank God for anxiety 'cause you don't want no war

Shawty, how you think I'm feelin' right now?
Paint a smile on my face, but through the cracks, I still frown
'Cause I'm pretentious in my brain though
I might rearrange though
No medicine on Earth that could just rid me of this pain, yo

Paint a smile on my face
Smile on my face
Smile on my face
I'll pretend that I'm okay
Paint a smile on my face
Smile on my face
Smile on my face
I'll just pretend that I'm okay

I'm a monster that you could hear the sound of ropes
But I lost her 'cause every night I'm played with these bad thoughts
And I know that you want bad thoughts, but too bad all of your brain's mush
All these groupies off the Xannies, panties begging for some good
Like, get yourself a job
Get a life
You ain't shit
You are nothing, but an attention-seeking, useless, little bitch
Paint a smile on my face
Smile on my face
Smile on my face
I'll just pretend that I'm okay

Shawty, how you think I'm feelin' right now?
Paint a smile on my face, but through the cracks, I still frown
'Cause I'm pretentious in my brain though
I might rearrange though
No medicine on Earth that could just rid me of this pain, yo