Die Slow (Shambles)

I don't know if I can take this
My mind's totally gone. It's totally jumped ship
And now it's sinking in the depths of my worst
I can't tell them. They can't help me
They don't understand and they can't see
That going home is misery

I'm in shambles because you left me alone
I'm in shambles, please don't make me go home

Why won't you answer your phone?