A Hundred Things

There's a hundred things
I wanted to say
But I didn't
I thought I'd ruin everything again

Though I'm the one who's hurting
I won't say it out loud
I know this feeling is all mine

Heart on my sleeve 24/7
Wish I could hide it better

Counting to three
'Till I say I'm upset
Tears on my eyes
When you answer my text
Call me silly, call me fool
Even if the wrong is you
I apologize
Cause I feel too much
You don't even mind
You don't want to touch
My broken sharped heart
That's art

When I meet someone new i can't show
Who I really am
My anxiety kills me everytime

It's like an invisible hand
Around my neck
It's hurts to know that I can't change

A part of me I can't erase
Seems that there's nothing bigger than my mistakes

Counting to three
'Till I say I'm upset
Tears on my eyes
When you answer my text
Call me silly, call me fool
Even if the wrong is you
I apologize
Cause I feel too much
You don't even mind
You don't want to touch
My broken sharped heart
That's art

That's growing
No one else is inside my head
No one feels what's in my chest
Day by day I try to pretend
Wondering when this pains will have an end

Counting to three
'Till I say I'm upset
Tears on my eyes
When you answer my text
Call me silly, call me fool
Even if the wrong is you
I apologize
Cause I feel too much
You don't even mind
You don't want to touch
My broken sharped heart
That's art
That's growing