someone else

How do we keep it up when you're always
Pushing, pulling
To pretend that it's alright when it's hurting
I'm yours to keep
If I'm being honest, I'm tired of that shit
I keep coming back, every time, it's so toxic
Think I'd know better by now, but I never leave

Taking all my energy like you're bad for my health
I don't wanna waste away while being someone else

Now I'm making up for that lost time
All those nights that should have been mine
Yeah, I don't know why, though this time would be different
'Cause it never is
So I lie and tell you that I don't care
I hide you away, but you're always there
You have me, I know that
It's too late to go back
When you're part of me

Taking all my energy like you're bad for my health
I don't wanna waste away while being someone else

Wasting all my time
Hung up on thoughts that aren't mine
Wasting all my time
Alone with you
Wasting all my time
Trying to throw away your lies
Wasting all my time
When you make me someone else