Learning To Let Go

I thought this would be easy
It's harder than I thought
I tell myself that I'm free but your chains hold me down
I scream in silence
Try to move past this
But you've got your nails in too deep

It's getting harder to breath
I know I'm better than this
But I can't take much more
Of all this emptiness
It's hard for me to say this but I think I'm starting to believe
This is the end of the road for me

I'm barely crawling
And at the same time you're still forcing me to run
It's eating me alive
Deciding between the two, I want to chase the sun

Everything that I had wanted, ever hoped for and dreamed
It's right in front of me but still it's like it's out of my reach
It's getting harder to breath
I know I'm better than this
But I can't take much more
Of all this emptiness
It's hard for me to say this but I think I'm starting to believe
This is the end of the road for me

What lies beneath you'll never know
You just keep pushing and pushing
Sooner or later I'm just going to have to let go
All these memories we had are starting to fade away
It's getting blurry in a hurry
Will it stop, no one knows...

Everything that I had wanted, ever hoped for and dreamed
It's right in front of me but still it's like it's out of my reach
It's getting harder to breath
I know I'm better than this
But I can't take much more
Of all this emptiness
It's hard for me to say this but I think I'm starting to believe
This is the end of the road for me