Consistent Suffering

Put out the fire
That burns it's hole
Inside my soul and is swallowing me whole
I know the pain is insufferable
And off to hell I go

Tear out the stitch
Why is it coming to this
Slowing writhing inside I'm desperate now to feel alive
Woah
Now I'm losing control
Left in the cold I'm all alone

Doomed, as the cycle repeats itself
Cause there's no help for anyone else
But I'm starting to look at myself
As the problem cause I know how it felt

I'm starting to suffocate
And it leads to being irate

Spit it out
Words from your dirty mouth
As if you know the people you all seem to talk about
Ahh
This seems so trivial yet effortless
Free formed words for another ass to kiss
This feeling isn't going away

My life now is broken
I wish I left it unspoken
You left me to die here
And now it's a constant reminder

I know you feel me now
Locked in the mess I made
Too busy searching for answers
To fix the damage you've caused

You can't fix my fucked up mind

That burns it's hole
Inside my soul and is swallowing me whole
I know the pain is insufferable
And off to hell I go

Consistent suffering

Built only from pain
As I'm counting down the days
And nothing feels the same
A never ending fucking elegy
A full syringe into the heart of animosity

And just to make the matters worse
I only look to you for validation first
Leaving me feeling insecure
Cause you know how to hurt me

I know you feel me now
Locked in the mess I made
Too busy searching for answers
To fix the damage you've caused

I know you feel me now
Locked in the mess I made
Too busy searching for answers
To fix the damage you've caused

Consistent suffering