I Like It

I know I'm fucked up and I know I'm shit with this
Feels like I died and I woke in hell
You make things bright and you keep me curious
You could kill someone I would never tell

But when you scream it feels like death to me
And when you smile I'm high enough to see God
The simple nights can feel like ecstasy
A stupid fight makes love feel like a fraud

I think I like it
Secretly but I fight it
Selfishly I don't mind it
Makes me feel I'm alive
And I think you like it
Maybe not when you're crying
Bags are packed out of spite and
I don't think I'll be fine

Been saying ooh ooh, maybe we'll be fine
I'm saying ooh ooh, maybe we'll be fine
Sit on my face bury that phone
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll go, yeah
Mmm, mmm, maybe we'll be fine

I know it seems wrong, but I don't need happiness
I just want peace and a quiet mind
It feels like time is chasing after us
I feel your heart but do you feel mine?

'Cus when you scream it feels like death to me
And when you smile I'm high enough to see God
The simple nights can feel like ecstasy
A stupid fight makes love feel like a fraud

I think I like it
Secretly but I fight it
Selfishly I don't mind it
Makes me feel I'm alive
And I think you like it
Maybe not when you're crying
Bags are packed out of spite and
I don't think I'll be fine

Been saying ooh ooh, maybe we'll be fine
I'm saying ooh ooh, maybe we'll be fine
Sit on my face bury that phone
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll go, yeah
Mmm, mmm, maybe we'll be fine

I know you hate it
Know I'm testing your patience
Know my mental gets dangerous
When I don't treat it with love
I know it's sacred
And inside jokes are my payment
I don't think it's a game it just always feels like enough

Been saying ooh ooh, maybe we'll be fine
I'm saying ooh ooh, maybe we'll be fine
Sit on my face bury that phone
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll go, yeah
Mmm, mmm, maybe we'll be fine