Cut And Paste

You do a hundred takes
I got my cut and paste
Outside the window pane
Nothing but glare and paint
I wanna know if you're on board
I wanna know for sure
What do you say?

Who knew i'd hesitate?
No questions, just amputate
I follow the license plates
Cover the frames in tape
We carry a heavy chest
Filled with our hearts request

I wanna know if you're on board
I wanna know for sure
What do you say?

I got this in my head
I dont want it
I am sorry

I wake in a mourning state
I miss with a nauseous ache
For all of the life we share
No that i'll see be there

What do you say?
What is it?