Nothing

My mind has been on other things lately, and I'm getting tired of this nothing I've been making lately.
So I'll be sitting around half knowing what I've got to do and there's something on the way that annoys me.
Going somewhere else would be giving up so I'm hanging in the nothing.
Where there is no time it goes behind your back and when you step out it will always surprise you and there's always a lack of respect.
So I follow the way to where I've got to go and I get past the thing that annoys me I try to focus on what I'm doing but I always end up with nothing.
And time will always keep flowing and my energy will keep dissipating do I'm left in bed with closed eyes and I wake up the next day and the way out of bed is not one I want to follow and I'm happy when it ends at the breakfast table but you're beautiful.