134 Days

I'm not a gambler, I keep holding the dice
I know I've got a roll on me, its a double edged knife
I'm so scared but I want to stay
But saying this to you is so hard to say
If I let you in will that be the end?
If I give you my heart will it get hurt again?
Been pushed down, its made me afraid,
If I give you my hand will you take the fear away?
Take the fear away
Would you take the fear away?
Take the fear away

It was 134 days ago
Now its time to put down my (selling over?)
It was 134 days ago
And every day I stop myself, it gets harder

Will you stand next to me watching girls walk by
Taking me for granted would you be that guy
Or will you be the one who that holds me honestly
That breaks the chains set my fears free
Or will you come home late drunk at 4 am
I don't think that I'm tough enough to do this again
Would you smile at me, have calm words to say
With love in your eyes would you take the fear away
Take the fear away, would you take the fear away
Take the fear away

It was 134 days ago
Now its time to put down my selling over
It was 134 days ago
And every day I stop myself, it gets harder
It gets harder
It gets harder