Don't Want To Feel

I know I've broken promises (I know I've broken promises)
I'm way too good at keeping you from getting in
I've seen exactly how this ends (I've seen exactly how this ends)
I never get too close, afraid to lose again

'Cause I'm thinking back to seventeen
When I was young and so naive
Falling into love like such a fool
Yeah, I was dumb, but she was mean
It broke my trust and honestly
I never wanna feel that hurt again

I'm so done breaking down my walls for someone
To break me till I fall apart
Loneliness is not that hard
And I'm over waiting for a sensе of closure
Trying to cover up thesе scars
Won't fix another broken heart

And I'm over waiting for a sense of closure
Trying to cover up these scars
Won't fix another broken heart

Can't help but wonder if it's me
You say I'm too closed of, but maybe we're not meant to be
And I'm afraid of who I've been
The weight of those mistakes I've made won't let me let you in

'Cause I'm thinking back to twenty-three
When I was drunk and so was she
Said the words I love you for the first time
We fell so fast, we couldn't see
Our story was a tragedy
I never wanna feel that hurt again

I'm so done breaking down my walls for someone
To break me till I fall apart
Loneliness is not that hard
And I'm over waiting for a sense of closure
Trying to cover up these scars
Won't fix another broken heart

And I'm over waiting for a sense of closure
Trying to cover up these scars
Won't fix another broken heart