Get a Grip

I been in my head too much
She said I been leaving her on read too much
Maybe if I wasn’t such a mess I’d love
I need you to understand
I put my life in this
I ain't got another plan
Broken but my focus grew
She tell me I don’t listen when I'm spoken too
But shawty I don’t care anymore when you fight back
I just need a stage and a mic where the lights at

I gotta get a grip
It’s my own fault
Everytime I slip
It’s my own fall
Ain't focused on a bitch
In my hometown
Cause everything I love is getting old now
If you gonna take my soul please don’t take long
Thеy don’t wanna see you win when you young and make songs
How you tell mе that I’ve changed when I haven’t made one
Only difference is I'm paid but I'm still gon hate love
Yeah us

I hope that it was fun while it lasted
She in the bathroom now she getting blasted
You say I only think of me but it’s never of us
I'm kind of like a broken promise cause I never could trust
And yeah you did a lot of wrong but I ain't ever once judge
I'm holding all this pain inside but I ain't holding a grudge
How you
Make me
I mean I
Hate it when you text sympathy
Hate it when you get pissed at me
Hate it when I'm too faded
I'm just restraining what’s in the pit of me
Maybe if you really gave a shit then you’d take a hint
And get rid of me
Guess it all ain't bad, it’s bittersweet
Now leave me be for infinity

I gotta get a grip
It’s my own fault
Everytime I slip
It’s my own fall
Ain't focused on a bitch
In my hometown
Cause everything I love is getting old now
If you gonna take my soul please don’t take long
Thеy don’t wanna see you win when you young and make songs
How you tell mе that I’ve changed when I haven’t made one
Only difference is I'm paid but I'm still gon hate love
Yeah us