Sad Anymore (feat. OSTON & kate the dreamer)

I don't wanna be sad anymore
Sad anymore, sad anymore
I don't wanna be sad anymore
Sad anymore, sad anymore

There's something about the rain this time
Sticking on my skin like it never has before
I sit in my car and curse the sky
It's gonna be okay, okay right?
Something about the rain this time
Mhmm, yeah

If I'm being honest, kinda think I lost myself
All my better parts collecting dust on every shelf
Tell me when it all gets better
'Cause everything just feels like hell
Tell me when it all gets better
I don't wanna I hate myself

I don't wanna be sad anymore
Be sad anymore, be sad
I just wanna drive' round with my tears out
Screaming: What the hell? Tell me how it got this bad
I know I'll seem dramatic in the hindsight
But I hardly remember what it feels like
Not to be sad anymore
Be sad anymore, be sad
And it's all so sad

Something about my face this time
A wrinkle or two around my eyes
Stuck in this rhythm all my life
I wanna feel better, at least I try
But it's not as simple as riding a bike
Mhmm, yeah

If I'm being honest, kinda think I lost myself
All my better parts collecting dust on every shelf
Tell when it all gets better
'Cause everything just feels like hell
Tell me when it all gets better
I'm so sick of hating myself

I don't wanna be sad anymore
Be sad anymore, be sad
I just wanna drive round with my tears out
Screaming: What the hell? Tell me how it got this bad
I know I'll seem dramatic in the hindsight
But I hardly remember what it feels like
Not to be sad anymore
Be sad anymore, be sad
And it's all so sad

I hardly remember what it feels like
I don't remember how it feels
Not to be sad anymore, sad anymore
I don't recognize myself

I hardly remember what it feels like
I don't remember how it feels
Not to be sad anymore, sad anymore
I don't recognize myself

I don't wanna be sad anymore
Be sad anymore, be sad
I just wanna drive round with my tears out
Screaming: What the hell? Tell me how it got this bad
I know I'll seem dramatic in the hindsight
But I hardly remember what it feels like
Not to be sad anymore
Sad anymore, be sad
I don't wanna be so

I don't wanna be sad anymore
Be sad anymore, be sad
I just wanna drive round with my tears out
Screaming: What the hell? Tell me how it got this bad
I know I'll seem dramatic in the hindsight
But I hardly remember what it feels like
Not to be sad anymore
Be sad anymore, be sad
And it's all so sad