Right Now

Devil's speaking to me softly
All your problems, put 'em on me
All the money in the world
Couldn't solve what you taught me
Feeling heavy quit the talking, yeah
Look OK, but I swear

You don't wanna be me right now
Fear is all that I see right now

Light another blunt and I'll be fine
Grind until I lose all track of time, yeah
Wanted everything, won't stop until it's mine
Sing it in the dark so it's divine

Yeah, I should've known it would all fall down
Will I sink or swim?
All I know is I can't feel it
Yeah I couldn't hold onto hope right now
Put my heart in everything
I hope that they can hear it

It controls me
They don't know me
But I didn't live this life alone
She's the only one that knows me
Saved my life and made my heart at home

Devil's speaking to me softly
All your problems, put 'em on me
All the money in the world
Couldn't solve what you taught me
Feeling heavy quit the talking, yeah
Look OK, but I swear

You don't wanna be me right now
Fear is all that I see right now

The pain goes on and on and on and on and on and on
It's been so long

Will I ever give myself some self respect?
Pray to God that better days are coming next, yeah
See so many sell their soul to cash a check
But I want to hold together what is left, yeah

It controls me
They don't know me
But I didn't live this life alone
She's the only one that knows me
Saved my life and made my heart at home

Devil's speaking to me softly
All your problems, put 'em on me
All the money in the world
Couldn't solve what you taught me
Feeling heavy quit the talking, yeah
Look OK, but I swear

You don't wanna be me right now
Fear is all that I see right now