Falling (feat. Jhbboss)

Uh, yeah, I was tryna win, never tried to lose
Try to make it in, took my shot and I ain't follow through
Life never been a bliss and I was always end up missing
And I always hesitated when I tried to move (facts)

Demons in my head say I'm being used
Mentally abused and confused on what I'm supposed to do
Fakes sit all around me, I'm telling you this ain't nothing new
Try to talk to the holy ghost, hoping peace, what I run into

In despair when I'm deep in thought
I'm at the edge, if I had enough, then I'm jumping off
I'm so sorry, I get so lost in intrusive thoughts
Forget precautions, no looking both ways when I'ma cross
Trust that I'm always taking off

'Cause at this point in life, ain't nobody getting my energy
Sit and wait on my fate 'cause I just been rolling wit enemies
All they do is just front to me, try to act like they loving me
Really, they all would envy me in the dirt where I'm finna be
('Cause I know)

I've run out of time, went and lost my mind
Just can't make this right, come and take me home
I'm running out of lies, I've been out of line
Out of line

Oh, I'm hanging on the edge
I can't find a way back, way back
Oh, I'm living my regrets
I can't find a way back, way back
Everything you do, everything you say makes me wanna
Burn it to the ground, reignite the flames, you'll never save me
Oh, I'm hanging on the edge
And now I'm falling

Falling, falling, falling into the embers
Crawling, crawling, crawling to not remember
Oh, I felt the way before
I hear you calling

Always been around, but I know they don't like me
Snakes in the river, they bite, tread lightly
Heart frozen over, I'm cold, so icy
Anti-Christ like mind, yeah, it's blinding now

But I keep wanting more
And now, you're stalling

I've run out of time, went and lost my mind
Just can't make this right, come and take me home

I'm hanging on the edge
I can't find a way back, way back
Oh, I'm living my regrets
I can't find a way back, way back
Everything you do, everything you say makes me wanna
Burn it to the ground, reignite the flames, you'll never save me
Oh, I'm hanging on the edge
And now I'm falling

I'm all in, all in, all in, give me the answer
Falling, falling, falling, they're just a cancer
Now (can't let it go)
I can't keep holding on, holding on

Fuck you all, yeah, I mean that shit
Light the flame and I'll keep that lit
Try to treat me like I don't belong
I'll keep holding on, you're all counterfeit

I'm so sick of all this bullshit, get the fuck up out my way
Give me the world, so you can watch me tear it down

Oh, I'm hanging on the edge
I can't find a way back, way back
Oh, I'm living my regrets
I can't find a way back, way back
Everything you do, everything you say makes me wanna
Burn it to the ground, reignite the flames, you'll never save me
Oh, I'm hanging on the edge
And now I'm falling