Fistful Of Hornets

Lights out
Everybody is a culprit
And no one leaves ungarnered
I think that everything that ever was
Was built on the backs of the martyrs

Now hell is just under the surface
Our constant beveling focus

I can’t stand when you won’t look me in the eye
I hate how you never cared
And nothing ever mattered until I gave up

On and on and on it takes its toll on me
I can’t imagine what it’s like to never feel ashamed
My life is a burden
Your dreams are a sham
Your purpose as worthless as the culture

You think you’re strong enough
To comprehend this weight?
Well I think you’re abysmal
I think you’re a fake

I won’t forget how you made me suffer

Now all my worst fears
They seem irrelevant now
This mortal shell is just a means to reason

On and on and on it takes its toll on me
I can’t imagine what it’s like to never feel ashamed
And if a fragment remains
Of my immortal estate
Don’t wake me up
Don’t let me break the cycle
My life is a burden
Your dreams are a sham
Your purpose as worthless as the culture demands

Do you ever wander aimlessly through life?
Meandering through the pointlessness of existence?
Feeling like the weight of the world could crush you at any moment?
Like nothing you ever do even matters?

A fistful of hornets

All this time I spent alone
Waiting for you here
As if there’s nothing else I can do
Who is the greater fool?