Fiction

I am out of my element
Find me somewhere at the bottom
In a room full of silhouettes
Telling me I'll never stop them

So they follow me home
And they hollow my bones
Oh they won't let me go
So they swallow me whole
They won't let me go

I never wanted this to happen
Never wanted this to die
But I've pushed myself down so far
I couldn't come back if I tried

I never wanted this to happen
Never wanted this to die
But I've pushed myself down so far
I couldn't come back if I tried

I play the victim with my regrets
They're pulling me down to the bottom
Painting circles inside my head
They tell me that I have to watch them

So they follow me home
And they hollow my bones
Oh they won't let me go
So they swallow me whole
They won't let me go

I never wanted this to happen
Never wanted this to die
But I've pushed myself down so far
I couldn't come back if I tried

I never wanted this to happen
Never wanted this to die
But I've pushed myself down so far
I couldn't come back if I tried

I do this all the time
Blending in between the lines
Of my fiction, of my fiction

I do this all the time
Blending in between the lines
Of my fiction, of my fiction

I never wanted this to happen
Never wanted this to die
But I've pushed myself down so far
I couldn't come back if I tried

I never wanted this to happen
Never wanted this to die
But I've pushed myself down so far
I couldn't come back if I tried